i cant reli say dat i've put in 100% 2 face SPM.. heck.. my sis is alwiz tellin me she hasnt seen any1 as 'calm' as me during SPM.. O.o but.. i tend 2 panic de day b4 exam la.. so hopefully i've done enuf 2 achieve my dream of 20k income by 24 yrs old ler.. wait.. not a dream.. goal..
i havent changed 2 b more hardworking during de spm period.. im still as lazy.. i still linger whenever i can.. i mite not b on9 as much.. but de time spent less there.. is definitely not spent more reading biology.. O.o however.. im finally done with add maths now.. i mean.. i feel confident la.. can score A liao la.. =P it took me 4 days of slacking 2 finish it.. &.. in dat 4 days.. time spent doin latihan & refering de buku rujukan is like.. 3 hours..? ==' lols..... physics on wed.. & im not done memorizing......... kimia worse ler... after dat moral.... i dun even haf form 5 moral text book.. how de hell am i gonna study for moral.. ==' my sis yelled wen she found out bout dat.. said i cud've go buy just a stupid book.. yada yada.. lolx..
den after a few more agonizing days of waiting.. it'll finally b over.. after de last paper which is bio of course... i feel confident getting at least 9As.. but... wen i think bout my trials.. dotz man.. my confidence abandon me liao.. haiz.. i seriously cant wait for spm 2 b over.. i rarely sms during spm.. k la.. not rarely la.. but alot less.. on9 less.. my 'only' connection with de outside world is only de newspaper.. haha.. dats y wen suddenly my dad doesnt buy The Star for 3 days.. i started jumping.. & actually told him.. 'ma zai ta tiu ai boi newspaper ah..!' (must buy newspaper tmr) & den.. i think its been a week since i last reloaded my fon.. so i reli havent been smsing these few days.. it mite only b me.. but i cant help but feel dat.. im SOMEHOW.. not as close 2 my frens.. ahaha.. yaya.. its dum.. but.. how 2 say ah.. less things 2 crap about la.. ya.. mayb its cuz i dun go out.. & nth's happened so nth 2 crap about.. haiz.. nvm.. make up after spm.. =D
& rite & rite.. i AM makin a new blog.. tis 1 is just too.... dead.. but.. i havent thought of a name.. for url or wtv.. i suck at dat..
its de day b4 add maths paper.. & practically no 1 is on9.. aih.. hao sien oh.. did i mention dat i killed 6 mosquitoes 2day? BORED........................
k la.. dunno y i suddenly haf mood 2 blog pula.. shud go sleep liao.... cya peeps..
vandalized at
6:50 PM
Arsenal man sui..!
since eng paper is close liao.. dowan use short forms.. =P
I woke up this morning.. realizing.. that i've just dreamt of a girl.. a girl i never thought i would like.. but have considered liking.. but i cannnot like.. lols.. dreaming of her doesnt mean i like her.. but it proves i think bout her.. the end.. =P
1st thing i did after showering wuz coming on9 to blog.. jae han suddenly msged on msn.. O.o im not quite sure how my frenship with him is.. or our whole 'juz do it' gang is.. how 2 put it.. as a fren.. i like him.. but also.. as a fren.. i hate him..? the way he.. blacky & wl treats me.. its confusing on my part.. are we gd frens? at a time we mite b considered as reli gd frens.. most of de time.. dat time is wen dey haf probs.. (tis is just my opinion la kz.. i dunno wad dey think..) i dislike them.. im not sure y.. but at 1 point.. i wuz starting 2 feel cold.. but anyhow.. i will alwiz recall juz do it gang.. & de dumb fights of slingshots.. urh.. f3 wuz kinda sad la.. the only time i wuz ever close 2 jh wuz wen he wuz having love probs with lx.. till he got sick & all.. dats wen i stopped disliking dem mayb.. ( y all of a sudden i tok bout him pula.. )
anyhow.. chinese paper in a day's time if i dun count 2day.. & i haf 36 hours left.. 2 rmb as many ming ju jing hua as possible.. do laithan.. & read contoh karangan.. i noe my entries r short la.. i haf stuff 2 write actually.. but i cant rmb wad.. my thoughts only come at nite.. late late at nite.. wen im on my bed.. & i cant sleep.. wen no 1 else is awake.. which rarely happens.. & de only things on my mind tis early now is.. exams.. & dat girl i dreamt of.. & ar.. its not 'that' girl u haf on ur mind now.. erm.. ppl like wl or cy or kc.. its not her.. lols
vandalized at
11:06 AM
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i killed 7 mosquitoes today...
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7:43 PM
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