ok..... so spm is finally over.. yesterday was the last day of spm.. so was it the very last day of my entire secondary school life..
days of dragging myself off the bed at 6 in the morning just to get ready for school.. gone..
days of milo in the morning... gone..
days of singing our national song.. & the other 2 songs.. =P & our beloved school song.. which guys only actually shout the 'SMDU' part.. GONE
days of hiding liquid paper in my shoes.. gone..
days of learning nilai-nilai moral.. gone..
days of wearing that green + white uniform.. gone..
days of actually cheating during exam.. MITE b gone..
days of washing my own shoes.. gone.. ^^
lols.. i might not ever eat at kin's again.. whatever that shop's name is right now.. we'll always remember it & refer it as kin's.. my dad is always telling me that time flies.. but i insisted that time is still flying too slowly.. now spm is really... JUST apart of my memory.. secondary school is behind me now.. i feel like i am free.. but.. also lost.. am i really just gonna go on with my life going to college?? am i gonna make new frens..? or shud i just keep close with de ones i haf now.. everytime i get close 2 new frens.. i tend 2 lose touch with the old ones.. i dont want that.. but.. that's just how it is.. haiz..
i did aim for 11a1's cause im gonna apply for scholarship.. but.. if i wanted 2 do that.. y didnt i study hard for trials..?? i knew i would regret if i did not do certain things.. but.. but.. argh.. i dunno la.. anyways.. im confident that i can get 9.. or at the least 8.. but i cant help but feel worried looking back at my trials results.. i'll hafta wait until march to find out..
while waiting.. i'll go have fun.. i actually only really have plans for this week.. i have plans also for de latter weeks.. but.. other people planned it.. im not even sure which day & date.. or if my plans clash with each other.. =P i actually wanted 2 play till end of dec.. den work till i get my spm results.. but.. now.. i might have changed my mind.. & i wanna get into the jan intake.. start early.. but.. what about work??? i really wanna work.. not just to earn my own pocket money.. but.. i havent tried working during school holidays.. except.. giving tuition to sum 9 year olds last time la.. hmm.. mayb i want the money also.. any amount of money is still contribution to my 1st BMW.. haha
now.. about yesterday.........
yesterday's bio paper 2 was dam sucky.. difficult like nuts k.. think i can only get half the marks.. dam scared i cant get A for bio.. but rite.. i counted & counted over & over again during bio paper 3.. haha.. i 'think' la.. i can get A if i get at least 60 for bio paper 2.. lols.. i tot i had lost any kinda mood 2 party that night after bio paper 2.. every shit that i focused on.. did not come out.. every shit that i did not pay attention to.. did.... so screw la.. den came paper 3.. easy lo.. all in all.. spm ended with a smile..
the pengawas spm in our class told us not 2 jerit after that paper.. every1 did despite that la.. every was jumping cept me.. no idea y.. lols.. pei chen asked.. y dun u look happy????? we were gonna go take out school leaving cert..! sad la... lols
den wl.. pc.. & me were in clem's car.. 2 fetch pc back 2 her hs.. mana tau.. we reach her hs liao den she say she forgot 2 bring her keys.. wl & i wanted 2 climb over her hs gate liao de.. but she dun let.. T.T i reli wanted 2.. haha.. cuz i nvr climbed over any kinda gate b4.. not even de gates of my 4 previous houses... lols...... so... we went ou.. go hang kai kai & buy more food for that night's bbq pt.. let me tell u now the sausages we bot then were a waste.. >.< we met sum ppl in giant.. erm.. ppl fr bai sha luo.. but i cant rmb any of their names... =P
the party was fun la.. the water gun was the main source of fun.. we went nuts & every1 got wet b4 any food got cooked.. i realise now that i din shoot wl..... how can i forget.. lols.. de whole nite was nuts la.. ppl got wet.. ppl got angry.. ppl got pimples from de smoke fr bbq?? haha.. later at nite i went 2 play bball with tycoon.. i seldom chat with him.. i mean.... reli chat la.. but i think we toked alot while playin bball la.. den junyi & noelle came.. junyi shoot shoot but tak masuk.. haha..
ok la... think quite long liao.. gtg for lunch now.. i miss mcd........ i wan 2 haf dat burger with 2 filet-o-fish punya fish.. eh..!! not fun la.... last time it used 2 b.. "eh.. i gtg.. nid 2 study liao.." now i haf nth 2 do at home... nvm.. tmr cai go out.. cya..!
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